....................This is Chin Jun Long. Think of himself

until today now 1026 only i know what you thought of me,
the way you treat me, you want to get everything settle with the tears n pain, even everything will be a sad ending, but however you also wanna to make it worst and even worst.
by following the sequence you just have to get it settle and only come and care for me, weather im still okay or im not, everything you have to follow step by step, even it makes me ugly, I never thought you can be so cruel to me, you will never learn by using your heart to feel the inside me, my world, I look nothing but inside am I happy inside o there is a lot of things bothering me?
Haven I give you enough of time? Still feeling sad when I just say I wanna to go home early. Wouldn’t you feel bored at me? Or maybe you think there will never bored looking at me, Every day the same old me? Never change, or may be getting worst
Im tired of arguing cause of something that is able to avoid, im tired to telling you what to do b a gf, im tired to tel u everything show you what should you do.
If you are suffering, what do you wish? I wish to suffer myself. Do not wish to let you know.
If you are sad, what do you wish? Sad alone, nobody knows
If you are happy, what do you wish? Share out with you, add on some color in life.
If you are bleeding, what do you wish? Bleed alone until it heal itself
Why keep so many pains in your shadow? Don’t you know it will become a sickness? Yes I do, but do you want her to suffer sad and bleeding with you? No I believe nobody wish that happen as well. Then what is soul mate for? I believe is for me to keep happy memories for and every moment of smile, sounds of laughing.

Tagged By MRS CHIN~

Tagged by Mrs. Chin
Name:
Chin Jun Long A.k.a Jun=Mr.J
Sisters:
None( and do not wish to have as well)

Brothers:
One( but hope I nv have it)

Shoe size:
Nine

Height:
Around 169 to 171CM

Where do you live:
Msia~ K.L~ PJBOY~~

Favourite drinks:
Air Limau ice

Favourite breakfast:
Bread~

Have you
Ever been on a plane?:
Yea Few Times~ when I was small~

Swam in the ocean:
Few times as well when I was small~

Fallen asleep at school:
Always~ dun noe y~

Broken someone’s heart:
erm, every time break up ba~ hehe

Fell off your chair:
AH~~~

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
erm, yea sometimes~ leowBB~~ cox mostly I am the 1 who call~
Saved e-mails:
Hotmail (249)
What is
Your room like:
A usual room~

Right beside you:
Laptop, Phone, Bag and ETC XP

The last thing you ate:
WOD food~

Ever had
Chicken pox:
Dun really rmb but roughly is around my secondary skul~

Sore throat:
Always~

Stitches:
got 1, arm there~

Broken nose:
Almost had one~

Do you
Believe in love at first sight:
Yes and experienced~

Like picnics:
Yea depend wif who~

Who was the
Last person you danced with:
Wow… I never had her name either no.

Last made you smile:
FaTty MonSteR ( b4 he slept)

Last you yelled at:
My Brother

Today
Did you talk to someone you like:
Sure

Kissed anyone:
Yea

Got sick:
Yea~ sore Throat, flu, headache

Talk to an ex:
nop, Lost contact

Miss someone:
Yea, extremly

Best feeling in the world:
she always beside me

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
nop

What’s under your bed:
I dun noe~ my bed is all the way down~ I believe is oni have dust~ better else books comics~

Who do you really hate:
do not really hate ppl, hate ppl dun make my life better~

What time is it now:
8.31PM 2031~

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now:
yea her~

Do you have any siblings:
YUP

Do you want children:
Tryin not to have it~ very expensive to have 1

Do you smile often:
today not really~ erm, I believe I do smile all the time~

Do you like your hand-writing:
ABC I like, Chinese……… nop~

Are your toe nails painted:
Never~

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
Guest’s room bed, because is very comfortable~

What color shirt are you wearing now:
Black with some red and white~

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:
Online~

When did you cry last:
Not sure

Are you a friendly person:
I believe so~

Do you have any pets:
I had few b4, but very hard to take care is tortoise, damn smily~

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
Watching TV, As usual~

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?:
Dun noe

What do you think?:
Hungry wanna to go makan~

Do you sleep with the TV on?:
YUP~
What are you doing right now?:
MSg her Blog, online, but appear off~

Have you ever crawled through a window?:
Yup~ runnin always from something but I dun noe wat is tat~

Can you handle the truth?:
properly yes~

Are you too forgiving?:
Dunnoe

Are you closer to your mother or father?:
erm~ mother I believe~

Who was the last person you cried in front of?:
dun noe~

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?:
erm, 2ba~

Do you eat healthily?:
nop

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
none~

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:
nop

If you’re having a bad day, who'd you most likely to go to?:
talk to my baby~

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?:
loud I believe~

Are you confident?:
sometime~

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- go to skul~
-talking
- doing homework
- let mummy scold~

5 snacks I enjoy:
- Bytes
- Sotong~
- black chocolate~
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- Buy whatever things I wanna to buy
- small condor.
- eat the best food in dis world
- and the rest do business

5 of my bad habits:
- Lazy
- Sleepy
- Shy
- talk before think
-

I tag:
Miss Lala~

i love my class so much

Oh hi… I have found my life a little bit harsh and tired... relationship between me and my classmate… I feel like is getting farther and farther… Feel like separated… Things like getting worst and worst… Why is that fella getting so irritated? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY cause of that thing so everything is going to separated… ish… how come ah? is that fella so great will make everybody hate it so much… ish I hate it I really hate that wei… anyhow.. there is something happy also want for me… getting something right… Anyway hope everybody happy and good hope that fella will change la somehow

Bleeding heart

How many days le….. We have break up….. Feel very down and emo… Weird feeling is getting more and more… Aren’t we single anymore? Aren’t we separated? I really don’t know the stage we are… I feel very blur… Have I did something wrong? Honestly I do still love you terrible much… Maybe this is a journey we have to get through… Picture between me and u getting over and over again in my mind... We have made promises that we could never just forget it… so I wish to keep the promises with you again… road not taken?... cause there is nobody taking it with me… and I dun wish to walk alone myself… Suffering when things go like that… Suffering badly would you come back to me? Nobody could ever imagine how much I do love you… Crying for you night after night heart is getting more and more holes and scars… whenever I saw your face turning down by me… is there anymore chance for me to put a smile in to your face again? Is there any chance?

Wow… how long already I had never updating my blog…….. Between these days a lot of things have happened… From happy to sad, angry to touched… however I still doing the best I could to continue living in this organization… small little class… only 40 over students… but always have this politics problem… I don’t quite understand about it… Fighting for want you want is not to say is bad… but fighting blindly is a very bad mistake… things that has been done by somebody with blood and sweat with times just saying I’m not agree it will break the heart to pieces… some more we all are in this hospitality line…. We should be more caring helping each other… Saying about each other I have lost myself the other half of my soul… I also wish to know why I could be so cool and just drop her out from my life… and things has been more complicated ever since… AHHH I LOST MY PHONE~~~ DAMN BULLSHIT DE LO~~~ DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY THAT IM SO CLUMSY STUPID ME T.T

The first class kitchen~XO

All the fun has come in the a metallic kitchen XP

Today was the day that I have my first kitchen class, was so fun and enjoy, my group member were Cas, Soey, Kah Yee, Chong Jian, Ella, Iris, Jaturun, and the missing once Nick~ There will be more fun if he is around for the food production class… cause if he is around, he will make a lot of joke on everybody’s food..XP

This is what i cutting during the class~ hehe

This is the tomato concassee, kind of funny while doing this want~ hehe

Again what i have Chop~

The hardest once, JULIENNE

After all the cutting we have the onion, we have to do a Chopped Onion, this is where tears drop a lot XP... There are me, Soey and Jaturun besides me which is crying in the process but after all we don't cry badly cause we have been thought by our Mrs Tan to put it in to the water for sometimes...

I believe there will be more fun and hard work for the following class, hope no tears and blood, no arguing and harsh decisions, no onion Chopping or Cutting~ hehebut only fun and memories...

ALL THE BEST GUYS.

P/S: Hold your knife properly while you are in the kitchen~

GASTRIC

3th week of my holidays, it start with a horrible gastric pain, feel deathly, like everything is going to end, every night I could not sleep well, because of the pain in my stomach, my mum brought me some medicine from guardian, the med is name Maalox-Plus it continue of dried aluminium hydroxide gel, magnesium hydroxide and simethicone,have to eat it before meal, 3 times a day, is bigger than 10 sens coin but slightly small then 20 sens coin, after few days of trying the stupid medicine, there is not any changes in my stomach, still that pain.

Here I go and see the doctor, in the center point around the BU housing area, doctor says that I have a lot of gas in my stomach and there is a lot of acid in it as well, the reason are irregular meal, and less water in my body, the doctor also told me that I cannot take oily food for a period of time and I cannot take too spicy food as well, and end up I have to eat 3 type of medicine and it is 5 pill after every meal. T.T take care of your body plzzz